I have a search. I know that because I feel a lack and disquiet deep down – a sense that ‘I have missed the point’. I respond to a gentle call to action.
I am attracted to ideas and groups who seem to be offering to fill the gap. I am put off because the ideas appear to be ‘off the mark’, lightweight or even downright preposterous. Perhaps I simply don’t resonate with the type of people following these ideas. I use my inner instincts to weigh up the inherent value of each one – to ME.
I know I have to carve my own path. I take responsibility for finding my own way. I don’t want ritual or someone else’s philosophy. I am an independent seeker. I narrow down my options. I’m looking for help, a guide or teacher who has been down that road before me and can shed some light on the next step(s) to take. I become more discerning and develop a taste for what is authentic and what influences can help me in my search.
I know it immediately when I find it. It touches me to the inner core and I am eager to know more. I have reached the threshold. I stand poised to take my first step.
Next event: 11am on Saturday 4 February in Central London. See our Meetup Group for details.